Ia akan datang secara random dan kadang kadang secara bertubi2. Mane u all prefer to rasa? Comes by random or secara berdas-das ? Saya dua dua pun ok. Eceh tamak sngguh. Bukan tamak tapi saya tau ALLAH S.W.T sayangkan saya , dats y DIA duga saya dan kita semua. Kan kan ? Every prob yang datang , tak kesah la sakit ke kecewa ke menyesal ke, sume tuh hanya buat kita utk bfikir lebih pnjg dan mematangkan kita , get it? Dan disini juga saya ingin bkongsi beberapa cerita yg berunsur luahan hati dan yg sewaktu dgnnya. :)
INTRO
I never guess my life will end up like this. Belom end lagi. I am still alive but I have to through this prob this pain which is full of tears and much more after this. Yes I have to be strong kan? Guess what friends, 3 things which is fate yg ALLAH turunkan pada saya ! Huh, if u were me? What will u feel ? Down right? Time2 camni lah kita need someone we love. But , at the same time , kami sama sama tga final. Saya tamau susahkan dia. See how much I care about him padahal saya down teramat sangat ! Saya need him , please be my side HZ, ILY :'(
KAWAN 1
Saya ada 5 kawan teermasuk saya 6. Kami ada prob besa berkaitan dgn syaiton. Nk cer pun , I dont think this is the right way to open kan. So bialah kami saja yg tau. Pasal sorg kwn nih jeh. Ok, kita dah pun tak ada apa2 dah kan kawan ? Sorry , I really love and will miss you. Please, take care of urself, R ! Awk ta penah tau sakit yang kami rasa. So , please jgn judge nd make desicion yg terburu2. Sorry for everything. Dan hanya tinggal 4 org kawan dan termasuk saya 5. Haishh , mereka jelah yang ada dlm hati saya. Saya letih sangat dgn kejadian yg berlaku nih. Tk penah rse macam nih n tk pnh thought pun will happen to me. Hm.
KAWAN 2
Good for u if korang korang kenal saya. Saya mudah di pijak kepala. Tk tnjuk kepala saya. Saya suke diam. Saya pandai terasa. Tp saya tak tunjuk. Dan itu buad korang suke sakiti saya. Haha terima kasihla kawan. Ok, kitorg men 1 game. Dan game nih tak hurt saya pun, tp bile ada yg berubah I might feel hurt. Saya tak kesah pun awak awak semua. Yang penting saya tau diri saya dan saya tak berniat nk rpt ngn sapa2 or nak lebihkan sapa2. Please dnt talk about perampas. U hurt me, but I still love u. Please , changed syg ! Saya bukan jenis becerita, bila saya diam saya happy org ckp saya tak ada prob. Hebat betul saya nih, tak ada manusia dlm dunia nih tak ada masalah. Saya tk tnjuk pun awak. Haih apa apa pun LOVE YOU. Please forgive me and dari 1st saya kawan dgn awk pun saya dah maafkan awk. Thanks for being apart of mylife.
DIA
Bukan senang nk fall. Bukan senang nk buka hati nih utk someone. Tak macam bukak kulit kacang pun. Hm, malu nak becerita disini. Tapi baca properly okay sayangku. " Jangan pernah uji keupayaan mea. I noe Im not good enough for u. But I never give up. I tried to be the best ever for u in ur life. But u, never right? Its ok. Mea faham syg. Kita dah tak ada apa2 !! Huh, b please give some chance. I noe dat u love me kan? I remember malam time kt dewan tuh, u still intai mea , even b mrh gile2 kt mea. Balik tuh b off fon. Mea tnggu until 1.15 am camtuh. Then kita slow talk. Kita berbaik smula. Esok pg nya , mea mnx maaf sbb buat slh. And u said 'Mea , sorry about yesterday. b mnx maaf byk2. mrh2 mea. b ikutkan perasaan sgt. xpnh fhm perasaan mea. b mnx maaf byk2 syg. b nyesal bile fikir balik. b actually sayang sgt kt mea. bukan snang nk lepaskan mea' So now, ckit pun mea tak caya b snggp buad mea cmni. B saja jeh kan. B igt mea boleh oke dua tiga hari camtuh. B silap. B tak knl mea. Tk tau keupayaan mea. So please jgn sia2kan penantian mea. Ye mea tau, I love you more. Ye mea tau , I need miss and need you more sayang. Kenangan kita buad mea kuad dan trus kuad even mea painless gila and terlampau down without u. Mea tktaw nk cter ngn sapa lagi lepas nih. I just need you , Muhamad Haziq Zamir Bin A.K Rahmat ❤
ENDING
Sgt sangat in pain. God please give me a strength to through this. Panjangkan jodoh kami dan pnjangkan persahabatan kami , aminnnn ya rabalalaminn .
OLDER
Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain.
from hati kecil MEA ACHMAD ❤
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